3:15 which says to always be ready to give a defense to everyone who asks you a reason for the hope that is in you. When I went back for my procedure, I was hoping that my husband would be able to go back with me. Unfortunately, he wasn’t allowed to go, and I can remember hearing these words and the feeling that accompanied it. You are ALL ALONE! It shook me for a minute because my plan was to pray together before the procedure because I know the scripture says that where two or three are gathered touching and agreeing God is in the midst. In order for me to shake the feeling of fear and remain in faith, I had to remember that even if Vince wasn’t there with me, GOD said, I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU, NOR FORSAKE YOU. I had to remember that Jesus is seated on the throne praying for me. I found comfort in the Word again and got back in the position of faith while walking through this fire. I followed the nurse back to the room for the biopsy in faith again and they prepped me to complete the biopsy. During the procedure, I kept my earbuds in and listened to praise and worship. I could feel the presence of God and I knew I was not alone! Every time they asked me how I was feeling, my response was, “I’m good because God is with me!” That was my testimony, and I was sticking to it!!! I was overcoming because I knew He was with me. It took about an hour to complete the procedure and they told me that I would have results the following week. I couldn’t do anything during this time, so I had a lot of alone time. The enemy was trying his best to make me fearful of the pending results and I kept reciting the word audibly over and over. I spoke out scripture like, God has not given me the spirit of fear, but he has given me power, love, and a sound mind. I even personalized by adding my name to it when I quoted it by proclaiming, “Stephaney shall be kept in perfect peace because her mind is stayed on the Lord!” I decreed; I don’t agree with the enemies lies…I am in agreement with the word of God. On Friday morning during my prayer time, I shared with the Lord that regardless of the results, I KNOW I AM GOOD! I KNOW THAT HE IS WITH ME! I planned lunch with my sister for that afternoon and reassured them that I was ok because I knew that the Lord would see me through this trial. My friend called to check on me and I told her the same thing, I AM GOOD because the Lord will see me through this! Next my Aunt called to tell me that my Uncle was being moved to hospice because there is nothing else the Dr’s can do regarding the cancer he is battling. In my spirit I said, “Get behind me Satan! I will not change my confession!” But out of my mouth flowed these words. Auntie, I am GOOD because God is with me. The phone rang as soon as I released those words, and it was the Dr. I went upstairs to receive the results with my husband. They said the lump was identified as
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