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It was the beer bottles that I used to cut myself with For the past 16 years I was depressed and suicidal. I’ve been married 3 times and each ended sadly: My first husband pulled a gun on my son and I. The second was abusive and made me feel that I was worthless – that’s when the suicide attempts started. And the third, went out on me and started doing drugs, which I refused to live with. I used to drink a lot and it was the beer bottles that I used to cut myself with. Every time that I cut myself and saw the blood, it felt comforting. I was upset when I awoke in hospital, because it meant that my suicide attempt had failed. In another attempt, I drank so much I came to this ministry and since then absolutely everything has changed! that I got alcohol poisoning and in hospital, the doctor recognized me from before and sent me to a psychiatric ward. I was given pills but they didn’t help me at all. This went on, until one day I switched on the tv and the showdown of faith was on. I felt like directly to me and so I called up the number that was being shown on the screen. I have changed, there’s no more depression – I don’t even think about suicide, I love myself and I love life. I have a blessed marriage but most of all I have God, it is He who gives me life. – Norma The pain of finding out that your daughter is self-harming the Bishop was speaking Alwa sleep depr consider completely if also with m temporary pleasure . I uld my no as a uch idal d in the ing. ade made to my skin, I felt temporary pleasure, but the thought of having to wake up the next morning to face another day ate away at me. It was one invitation to the Universal Church that changed my life, although in the beginning I couldn’t believe that people were so open and positive. Yet, I had nothing to lose so I stayed. I regained my confidence little by little, and as I removed each hurt, grudge and pain that was inside of me, that’s when I became a new Omar. I have completely let go of my past. I no longer self-harm, I don’t get so angry anymore that I lose control. My family are united and our relationships with others keep getting better and better. Today, I help other people the same way I was helped, and it is a pleasure to do so. – Omar She and After gan to lie to me. I was always worried, but when I talked to her, she ignored me and locked herself in the room, but then she started to cut herself and I did not know... To aggravate the situation, I learned that she tried suicide several times. With all this happening, my daughter also began to display many health problems, so much so that, every half an hour, her Universal Church. "I joined the purposes of faith on behalf of my daughter. Through the prayers and advice, I was healed, my insomnia and depression went away. My daughter has also had a transformation; now, she works and we have a harmonious and healthy relationship. She no longer self-harms and is a happy young lady. "

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